wanted to post something up yesterday. but was too tired so i went to sleep quite early. so today decided to post. but loyal readers gotta be patient! haha. coz' my grandma just passed away. so these few days gonna be busy. so be patient! :) i will be back! haha. sounds so wrong. so gotta chao!

my grandma opened her eyes! yea. but not for long i guess. she still can't talk. well, through Chinese belief, whenever you see dragonfly or moth nearby, means their time is gonna end. coz' Chinese have those takers to bring 'them' down. we called them spies coz' they come and spy on us and seek for the right time. some might think it's ridiculous, but this kind of thing we can hardly say it's true or what. if you believe it exists then it exists. so as vice versa. so, my grandma room has a dragonfly above her. i told sis either these few days only.

well, if i wanna blog about that stupid grandaunt that has no brains, it just gonna pissed me off and waste my time. no energy to blog about her. request permission to fuck her off. so, there's something funny or happy or whatever you can say. we found out that my uncle is in a relationship. haha! you guys will think: so~? haha this is why.

my uncle is currently 27. short, fat, big butt, lazy, slumber, and i can't think of it. he just get his job not long ago coz' after his studies end, he was already like 25. Darwin and him are in the same age and Darwin already started working for years and has two cars at that age. i will try to get pictures and show you guys. so for the first time in 15 years, i heard he is in a relationship. unimaginable. sis said:' aiya he this kind of pattern also got people like?' haha! how we found out? haha. it was my grandma. she request to see him when she opened her eyes. and he's out. my aunts say that he had a girlfriend already. haha! he admitted after being questioned. like a criminal sial. so good luck to you fat ass! :)

so sis went to the clinic for dressing again. haha! she's better today. probably is because we recorded it down! i will upload it soon. with a little scream and some tears. hehe. recorded it using her phone. before she had the chance to delete it, me and Darwin copied it down to his handphone. and he will bring it to me later! burn it into a CD and view in a big screen TV. haha! cruel huh? hehe. nevermind. by uploading it to my blog is already kinda cruel. she told me that i should have recorded yesterday's. i can maybe get money from that by posting it to YouTube. haha! never thought of it. aiks. even though today's wouldn't be that exciting but it's still funny.

doc said my grandma can be in the house. even if she's in the hospital, there wouldn't be any changes. so my grandma was sent back from the hospital. her condition is still the same. early in the morning woke up and went grandma house. called everyone back coz' we know there's not much time left. and guess what the fucking bitch said:' hah? my husband ah? today his workplace shifting. i don't know if he can be back.' what the fuck. that's the eldest son and with a fucking wife that doesn't know what's happening now. bitch. damn pissed. what's more important. no brain bitch. even a bird can think smarter than her.

so now still left my granduncle and grandaunt to come back. they from Johor i think. maybe grandma is waiting for them before she leaves. aiks. heartache to see her condition. her whole body's cold. and she's quite plump before she found out about this cancer. now all you can see it's just bones. blood clogged. coz' her blood circulation not really smooth anymore. so...plans maybe will be postponed. i will confirm with you guys if nothing happens or everything's over. sorry :) hope you guys understand.

are we having earthquake today? haha! so you guys know sis got bitten by Benny. and today she have to go back for dressing. haha! dude. seriously she's worst than me. i don't want to humiliate her but i just can't stop laughing in the clinic. she just kept shouting and crying. the doctor didn't even touch her yet, she's already screaming there. doctor asked us to press her down since she's hoping around on the chair. haha! funny sial wei. if she let him do it quick then the pain would be gone faster. she pulak waste the time and the pain keep attacking. if she keep forcing and the blood will sure keep flowing out and the doctor have to keep cleaning it. and it's seriously pain. try it yourself if you can't imagine. the blood cannot get clogged there if not it's infectious. haha! C-A-C-A-T. accidentally hit her hand, scream like the world is coming to end.

so my grandma is admitted to the hospital again. emergency. last stage already. now is to wait. kidneys not really functioning and heart also not that strong anymore. the blood also turned acidic. oxygen is pumped into the body with highest pressure. aiks. don't wanna blame anyone about it. coz' she should be sent in since last month but what the stupid sons do? specially the fucking bitch. think of her also pissed. aiks. so the doctor say her condition anytime already. asked us to be prepared. few hours, few days, few weeks. we don't know when but soon. now she's in comma condition. so now we got to wait. anytime. so, god bless her. :)

sis got bitten by Benny again. sial betul. i was sleeping on the couch when they(mum and sis) came back. i was awake with my eyes closed. they came back to grab something and they will be out. so mum says let's go. sis was like a while la. and combing Benny's hair. sis and Benny were at the car porch. in a sudden, sis shouted like mad till the neighbours ran out thought what's happening. haha! so, her hand was bleeding like mad. bitten her thumb. i was like what the fuck. not again. without wasting another second, i grab the belt and start chasing Benny. whack from outside to inside, downstairs to upstairs, upstairs to downstairs. run till like mad. before finishing my part, mum took the belt from my hand and start whacking. after she finished, i tied him outside. mum still not satisfied i guess. went and took a scoop of water and tried to put his face into the water. haha! if dad, he carries him to the pail. haha! sis hand shiver like mad. same thing happened when i was bitten on the finger.

so i told her to get a jab. coz' it's more infectious over the finger. came back and her thumb is bandaged. haha! her fingernail was removed. yerrr. yea. her whole thumb fingernail gone. but mum say she was shouting in the clinic. haha! the doctor didn't even touched her she already shouted. worst than me. haha! why must her fingernail be removed? haha! coz' the fingernail already had a hole. and it has to be removed. it's useless anyway. Darwin came in a split second. dad came back early today too. whack the hell out of Benny. haha! pity him. luckily Darwin didn't whack. so we left him outside. never let him enter the house even though it was raining. but we let him free. he's afraid of thunders. pity dog but he deserves it. don't say i'm cruel ok. haven't try haven't know you guys. me and sis had been bitten several a lot of times. so we know. but if sis listens to mum and they start moving, she won't be bitten. haha!

so she don't need to work tomorrow. sial betul. haha! but she say it hurts. aiks. but a while only. after another layer of skin starts to cover up. the muscle will be stiff. you have to like move and massage it. if not it become to stiff and like hardens up. temporary la! haha. so now she's officially C-A-C-A-T. haha! but for Benny, haha! nobody bothers him. pity little brat. haha! so peeps, beware of your own pooch!

holidays! not something to be happy about. it's boring! i'm rotting! arghh. for the first day in the first week of official holiday, i'm officially rotten. i'm left alone in the house for the whole day. imagine that. mushrooms growing on the head. freaky. didn't even take a step out from my house. eat also in the house. totally nothing to do. TV, DVDs, computer. feelings started to fade away from them. it's the same thing everyday.

anyone of you having some activities? need volunteer? my door is always open. free charges. as long i can spend my time doing something than rotting. maybe some cash will do. haha! not free afterall. haha! so any outing or activities, don't forget ME! :)

the last day of school was fun. skipped assembly, played UNO, hang out in primary school. that's what we did. a group of us decided to skipped assembly and hang out in primary school. so we went and find the teachers there and chatted. amazingly they still remember our names after so many years. Mr. Wong, Mr. Lee, Mr. Suresh, Pn. Pneh, Pn. Nornizam, and Cik Zoraidah. i guess that's the only teachers we find. i told Sean to find our standard one form teacher, Miss Tean, and he was like NONONO! haha! seriously she's scary. till now i still don't dare to look at her in the eye. you rather just jump into a hole if there's one. haha!

so Cik Zoraidah, my 6 years PE teacher is leaving. Mr. Suresh, taught me Maths during UPSR extra class, also leaving. that's the teachers leaving in primary school. in secondary school, Mr. Mani and Miss Karen are leaving. Mr. Mani taught me in Form 2 something that's related in Physics. he's good in Physics and Chemistry. and he left on our badge. that really suck. and Miss Karen, haha! i can say that she's the best Mandarin teacher that we guys have. haha! but lasted for a few months. aiks. all the teachers leaving. not only that, students population are also decreasing. i wondering if Acmar notices. suck. so made hell of noise in primary school before coming back to secondary. had our breakfast there.

back to class, Melissa, Shu Yen and me become the 3 lamp post of Kok Leong and Elvina. they claimed they don't have anything in common but what we see is not relevant to their statement. haha! so i'm the brightest one. whee~ then, they left and we conquered the UNO game. haha! really enjoyed the game. played till lunch and ran away from arranging the tables. haha! hang out in the staff room. actually at Edward's table. coz' the class bought something for the 7 subjects teachers. and Edward had something special. sea-monkeys. cool. chatted and camwhore. til everything's over, went over to primary school again to have lunch. and we came out with some holiday plans.

gave Jay Min a ride home. Angeline and Michelle tag along to Jusco. 4 person behind back seat. with big butts! haha. imagine~haha! unimaginable. so Jay, my mum made some comments about you. this is what she said:'walao. who's this guy? so tall and thin. tsk tsk tsk. he got eat ah?' haha! so Jay, eat more. and i said your name is Mark Lee Jay Min. and she laugh her lungs out. MARK LEE MARK LEE. hahaha! see Jay i told you. Mark don't suit you. accept the fact. :)

after all, it wasn't really a bad day. had fun. enjoyed. but seriously school getting from bad to worst. suck man. i just noticed that we don't have class photo this year after Melissa told me. no photographer after Alec left? what the? suck man. NOT MAKING ANY SENSE! what they say is true. ACMAR SUCK! aiks. but i'm an Acmarian since standard one. so i suck too. aiks. don't wanna talk about school. once start never ends. serious. so, photos will be posted up soon. chaoz!

so the Acmar Night can be said a success. it was OKAY. the work and arrangement was great. i can see it. one of the performance really suck. seriously. the Portugal Russian sisters singing. arghh. before they start, Edward said: aiya! this performance. aiks. (biting his finger) haha! but seriously only that performance really...no comment. others was OK. i cheered for Whay Ying. haha! and i won a hamper. haha. lucky draw. number 107. chosen by my husband. thanks! :) anyway i forgotten to bring the hamper back. =.='

when it ends, all of us started camwhoring. Sean said something that really touched my heart. he said to me and Sharon:'you two are my longest friends. since standard one.' yeap. i know him and Sharon since standard one. love you guys! and so we took a lot of pictures. with different cameras. all the photos were mixed. so be patient! photos will be uploaded soon.

parents. love, warmth, support, protection. they gave us everything when we needed it. without fail. they gave us the best things in life. but how do we repay them? showing them faces, arguing with them, mock them, humiliate them, and things we don't even know we've actually made a scar on them.

think again if you have a brain. is this what we are supposed to do? they worked hard just for us. giving us the best. they don't complain. what they asked from us is just to give them a little respect, a piece of mind, a little love and always made them proud. that's what they wanted after all of their hard work. they worked hard and yes! sure they do have pressure. they scold us even for minor mistakes. but do we actually understand them? what they do are all for OUR own good. just for us! do we realise it? let's see.

they gave us the best education, the best comfort, the best life. everything the best. if they don't love us, why bother giving us the best everytime? why bother supporting us? they can just be irresponsible and dump us when we are still an infancy. they don't need to give us the best. so be patient towards them at times. they do treat us harsh sometimes. they just wanted to protect us. even we're married someday and be in our 50s, we are still the small little child they used to hold in their arms protecting.

i still remember when i was small, i stole my dad's money. he used to throw his money on the table. he found out and wack the hell out of me. bruises, blue-blacks, cried and shouted. in the end, he still come and check on my bruises. massage with medication on my swollen wounds. that's love. and parents told me one thing: if you want money, ask from us. don't steal. we sill sure give you. even though recently i've been mocking about him, i do still love him. i wanted to take back the words i said to him.

i'm proud of him. he is the one who have been supporting us. giving the family the best he can. he gave us big house and comfortable cars. that is what he can afford. i don't ask for more coz' i know the things he gave were all his sweat. deep down in him, he loves us all. he doesn't show it but we know it. he doesn't know how to express feelings. i love you dad!

parents love their child. they won't harm us. all the things they do are all for our sake. the things they gave us we can't see it coz' we are the one who are blind. open your eyes! wake up! stop being the black sheep of the family. don't be the embarrassment. make our parents proud. show them what we are good at. that's what they wanted. i love my parents!

it's been a while i last update my blog. blogging. why do people blog? i used to mock at people who blog. for what to have a blog and tell everyone what you did on that particular day. who gives a damn on what you're doing. well, i was actually wrong about it. after i started blogging, i find it fun. if you don't give a damn, there's no use reading my posts. a blog can be an e-diary, a place to store memories, a place to relief stress, a place to improve writing skills (haha!), a place to express out feelings and a place to share memories with.

people used to think bloggers are really NO-LIFERS who don't have people to share their stories with and thus would blog it out online. well, that's not true. i finally found out that blogging is a place to find my inner self and express it just for myself. it's not easy to find a person who can really understands you, it's not hard to find, it's just hard to find someone who is free for you to chill with and live together in life with you.

there are people who cares around us and we don't really see it. what i just wanted to say is to appreciate everything we have right now. it's always not too late to say 'I LOVE YOU' to the person you love. life is unpredictable. we might not know what might happen the next day. not to say the next day, the next second we don't even know. but what's on the past, we knew what we did, the sins we've done. forgive and forget. sorry is not really the hardest word to say it. people who needs pride only think it's a hard word to say. in the end, you get nothing. there won't be a huge loss just by giving away some pride but you can gain more than you never expected.

time flies. a year is coming to an end soon. it haven't end so i won't conclude it so fast. but for now, i wanted to thank everyone who loves and cares for me. thanks for being my friend. i'm sorry for what i've done in the past that causes trouble. i know i'm one arrogant bitch. thanks for being so patient and tolerated with my temper. i love you guys!

Outgoing. Lovable. (Obviously) Spontanious. Not one to ........ with.....u might end up in a wheel chair. Erotic (Wah....). Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. (Whoa~) Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships. =) Addictive. Loud. (I know, I know) Best in bed. (Dunno,try when I am of age =D)

haha! another post i copy from friendster. cool. i'm best in bed and take you on trips to the moon in bed. haha! anyway the (bracket) stuff is originally like that. not i add. hehe. EXTREMELY sexy. excellent kisser. wow! kembang betul. haha! :)

slept at 4am last night and woke up at 10am. official time. and was darn sleepy. but have to get going coz' going out. luckily i had enough time. the call came in right when i was ready. so, that silly Ivan picked us up and went to the EON bank. guess he got too much money till he can't carry and stuck in the bank for quite some time. haha! and his car was bloody hot. waited for him for like half an hour and came back complaining. went Hong Leong bank. miss Hong Leong. has been long time never see him. anyway Ivan also stuck in there too with his 'gal'. haha!

was darn sleepy and tried sleeping. it was really very hot. then, went to school. Ivan purposely drop by for me. thanks! and went into the class like no one's in the class. saw Mr. Anthony playing UNO. wah! haha. then, chatted a while and rushed down. since we're in BBK so Ivan say lets eat Japanese food. OK. not as good as what i eat in Subang. the rice, the egg, disappointed. anyhow, my teeth is also part of the cause. having some ache. aiks. so, Howard, Ivan and his 'gal', i don't know what's her name, started cam whoring their food. =.='. and Ivan start to talk about the food.

it was raining quite heavily when we're out. went Watson to buy some stuff. bought 2 bottles of water and that Ivan bought hair spray. gila sial. then, went we were walking into the car, we saw one stupid Malay girl driver trying to park the car. stupid. real damn stupid. i can seriously drive better than her. the space was big enough for her to enter but she knocked the car beside hers. what the?! so stupid.

and then we're off to our destination. Sungai Wang. haha! when we were about to reach Ivan said he regretted to be in here. the jam and all the stuff. he said rather go Pyramid than here. haha! if me, i would seriously rather go to Mid Valley than there. since is near by. i didn't know that Sungai Wang was that 'lala'. god! but there's a lot of foreigner. i wonder why.

so reached there the Ivan wanted gaya sial. asked Howard to spray the hairspray for him. it really stinks. so i went down the car with Howard and waited for them for like 10 minutes. still haven't come down. sial what they two doing inside. i say i gotta go toilet. haha! so walk walk walk walk walk walk walk. hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry. coz' i didn't really eat. wanted to eat but don't feel like eating. aiks. and guess who i saw there. Tan Ci Wei. yeap. surprised. i've never met him for like a year. forgotten to take his number. nevermind. at least we still keep in touch. walk till half mum called. said house flooded. i thought OK. flood wouldn't be that terrible. coz' everytime also flood. so didn't really care.

so we came home rushing. Ivan was rushing. his brother called up. rushed sial. that corner frightened everyone. that was seriously a sharp corner. and he was speeding. the whole car was like wei wei wei wei wei! scolded him. haha! so reached home, everything is the same after flood. auto-gate sure need to be open manually. but when i enter the house, WOW! dad's alcohol drinks all on the table. 1 dozen of Johnnie Walker, half dozen of Hennesy V.S.O.P, 10 bottles of Martell Corden Bleu, 4 bottles of wine, 3 bottles of Green Label, and a bottle of Chivas Regal. arranged there on the table. mum said this time the flood was totally different.

she said the water came in quick. and she was alone. i was kind of sorry. i thought sis would be at home. mana tau. the time the electrician just went out to lunch. so mum had got to do everything. she said when she saw the water flowing in, she ran upstairs and rushed down, the water had flooded the whole living room. everything in the store room can say kind of important. the files and everything. this is the 2nd time Bukit Tinggi had this flood. the reservoirs are too small. the worst is my house is like in the middle. so the land is lower. mum said the flood reached the knee. hoho! now dad has no choice. he said he will ask people to make some kind of wall. 1 feet. OK. and wanted to extend the porch 3 feet. good then.

reached home after dinner straight went to sleep. didn't even bath. just changed my clothes. tired. slept at 10pm. then, got waken up at 12.30am. so now is like damn active. can't sleep. so came up to check if Ivan's 'gal' added me. haha! let's not talk about her. if want continue, haha! it would be darn darn long. new post. hahaha! i don't know her name till now even i ask Howard lots of times. i heard him keep calling her 'tiong kok'. China in Hokkien. haha!

and regretted coming online. stupid Wei Jenn here bising. ishh. Vitajenn. haha! my long lost primary friend. i found him at last. cute guy. funny. and irritating at times. Sam knows it. haha! write about him next time. got to sleep. start getting sleepy.

now it's like 4am. i'm tired and i wanted to sleep. i closed my eyes but i just can't. maybe i slept too long just now. since i've got nothing to do i went and check out Whay Ying's blog. and i totally agree with her about people who think so highly of themselves are fools. such jerk causes trouble and denied it. blames it on others and never say any apology. this really suck. sometimes we don't even bother to think why are we their friends. it makes us jerks too. after reading, i felt anger in that. and it reminds me of some friends that i've known for years and i don't even know why i bother being their good friend. but what really pisses me off is that particular friend.

you think you're cute? think about it. stop showing your fucking attitude and start flirting around. nobody cares a damn thing about you. me as your so called 'good' friend, gave you some pride to showed off that you have a friend backing you up. but now is different. you can say i'm a bitch. not a friend anymore. call me whatever you wanted to call. think about it. did you do the part as being a good friend? did you? NO! you just wipe your butt after shitting and wait for me to do the cleaning. fuck it. i'm not gonna to be that stupid doing the same again. don't wanna be my friend maybe just fuck off. i really can't stand you anymore. i've stand up for you and helped you long enough. maybe that is all i can do. i've done my part.

you need a hand, i gave. you cried, i lend you my shoulder to lie on. you run, i chased. that's what i've been doing. but what did you do? i need a hand, you said you're busy. i cried, you just say get over it. i run, you just sit and looked. i've tried every single way to put up to your attitude but i had all come to an end. yes, i do enjoy the time we were having fun playing, talking and gossiping. i really do miss the times. but i don't know what had happened that changed you into this. influence? maybe. trust slowly fades away and it's vanishing. you don't even trust me anymore then, why bother being my friend. dude, just fuck off! backstabbing is your profession together with your sis. so good luck in your business. you sure do earn a lot now.

so lets talk about me in the dental. i was late like an hour. Darwin went with us coz' he also has an appointment. but his one was cancelled because the dentist's next appointment is up. so i told the dentist about my condition and he suggested me to do root canal. since it's already 4 months i did my fillings and it wouldn't hurt anymore. so i had my root canal. yea. it wouldn't hurt for a normal person. for me i cried. not really cried cried, just a few drops of tears. the doctor was shocked. coz' he first time met a patient that having this kind of problem. the pain came in sudden. i shouted and he straight gave me 1 jab. it's kinda strong i can say. after the jab in less than 2 seconds the pain is gone. then when he was about to start again, the pain came again. so i had 2 jabs. he said i'm the first patient he saw like this. he said usually it wouldn't hurt. he kept apologising there. and said it was unexplainable.

he said the root is very long. maybe is because of that. and he said it kept bleeding there. non-stop. he also don't know why like this. but after not long he said it stopped. not a single trace you can see. haha! so when he pulled out the nerve he showed me. i'm wearing an orange glasses coz' the light is kinda bright. so i saw the nerve in orange. funny. is like the size of an ant and it's jelly-like. wobbly. haha! *toink toink* then, he said he will give me strong painkillers. haha! he said i shouldn't be feeling this kind of pain. the funny thing is when he was going to start work, he need to put some kind of rubber sheet to cover my mouth. i don't know what's that. and he said:' don't worry, i won't kill you. ' hahaha! i tried laughing but my mouth is sealed. haha!

my mum didn't go with us coz' the electrician is in the house. and before i go i told mum he'll probably be doing root canal. so mum say OK. and she said it will be expensive. she just say it will be expensive. she didn't tell me a specific price. so the doctor charged me RM 650. actually it was RM 750 but i don't know what he's saying there. i just know he's charging me RM 650. good then. i didn't know the price so i thought RM 650 is in the expensive category. came home and told mum. and this is how it goes:
blue - me red - mum

' ma, it's RM 650. '

' what! RM 650?! why so expensive? mine only RM 450. '

' how should i know. he say RM 650 ma RM 650 la. you said it would be expensive. so i ma say OK la. you didn't tell me the exact price also. '

' why didn't you talk to him? '

' talk what? i also don't know anything. '

' why didn't ask him to extract it off? it's cheaper and wouldn't hurt. '

' how should i know. did already what can i do now. '

' so how? you paying? so expensive. you pay yourself lo. '

' haha! i don't care. you will be paying. and i'll be making next appointment. he said need to go back for a few times. i don't know why. so i'm calling aunt since she's having appointment too. '

' a few more times? how come like this. mine only once. go call la. '

' how should i know. i'm not the dentist. '

funny sial. haha! i called her before i make the decision. she just say do la! OK lo i ma do lo. and now get scolded pulak. swt. i called and she like do la! i'm not the dentist also. i can't do it for you. haha! good.

and Darwin's sick. don't know why. having diarrhea. like gonna die. haha! don't know what he ate. went and see doctor with him at last. he didn't eat and sis was kinda furious about it. i don't even know why. so sis not coming back today. overnight at his house i guess. good thing. haha!

and we celebrated Ah Seng's birthday! whee~ 1 selfish fellow. haha! coz' it rains. haha! wind was strong we can hardly lit up the candles. the owner of the restaurant off the fans and lights for us. cool. then, we lit up all the candles, we sang quickly. and the Ah Seng straight blow the candles. damn! we was like hey! we lit it up so hard and you just blow it like this. haha! and we started to talk about Malaysian drivers and the vehicles. Malaysian are stupid that's all i can conclude. :) i know i'm a Malaysian too. but i'm the smart one. haha! that's all folks!

fuh~woke up darn early today. slept at 4am and woke up at 9am. can't really sleep. now having headache. sis was surprised to see me waking that early. she asked mum to buy numbers. swt. so the electrician guy came. the one that dad brought the other day. 3 guys came and i'm alone at home. haha! sounds wrong? haha. anyway they talk to me in Hokkien. and they talk darn fast. i can speak but not that fluent. i can hear but not really good if he speak so fast! then he give up. he speak Mandarin with me at last. haha! sorry. :)

funny guy. but everytime i see him he sure had red eyes and messy hair. wondering he not enough sleep everyday i guess. looks kinda scary. he scared my lungs out just now. i was blogging about my Thai trip. kinda concentrating. music blasting there. he came up and said: ' xiao jie, wo men zhu qu chi.' AHHH! he really scared me. i jumped up and he laughed there. =.='. now they're out to lunch and i'm alone again! they will be back soon. my dental appointment is coming soon. so just blog half now. got to go!

so you guys know i went to Thai. boring old place. can even close my eyes and walk in there. went with my 'kaiye' and 'kaima', 'brother', a guy named Jimmy, mum, sis and Darwin. so the main reason we went there is SHOPPING. hoho! so i thought mum gave me rm1000 means 10k baht. i jump like mad. but then, i count again she only give rm500 means 5k baht. aiks. 50% gone. not enough to use. if dad go with us i will get rm1000 la. so the day we went there it was raining. can't straight shop so we stayed in the hotel til dinner. then went shopping. anyway the first night i already used around rm200 means 2k baht. so i don't really left much. on the way back it rains. so we bought some BBQ food for supper.

next day was the best. finished everything and left only rm9 means 90 baht. sis is in the same condition as mine. haha! some of our things we asked mum to buy for us. so all of us bought over more than 20 t-shirt, 12 bra, 4 shoes, 3 tissue box, 5 pair of socks, and a lot more. i can only think of these now. oh ya and a lot of packets of giant rocky stick. you know the chocolate biscuit. the giant size. hoho! then all of us have to go back to the hotel and put our things that we bought. too much things. haha! kinda hungry after shopping for like almost whole day. went and eat. while we were ordering food, we saw some kind of hot dog-like. it’s actually pork and in the middle of it there’s rice. pulut. not bad. after eating went to a small market. coz’ Darwin wanted to buy some snacks home. on the way there guess what I saw. Perodua Kancil. i was like what?! Thailand also got Kancil. haha! it’s Thailand’s car plate number k. not Malaysia. so on the way back to the hotel, went and bought 3 big bottles of beer. and condoms are sold there. fuh~damn a lot of kind. the packaging damn nice. wanted to buy it but what for? i don’t use. haha!

so reached hotel and wanted to go to the big market to buy some food stuff. but we don't want a person to follow us. so we kept quiet till Darwin spill out. aiks. then, we don't wanna go. we say we go for massage. fuh~what pain also gone. then, went to dinner. back went and buy the BBQ food again. so it was our last night there. drank a bit and slept. the beer was like so damn bitter. aiks. can hardly gulp it down. i can’t even finish a cup. a SMALL cup.

the next day is our last day. so packed our things. we don’t know how to pack. i don’t do the packing so I was laying back. then, wait for my ‘kaiye’. he’s still sleeping. we were suppose to check out at 12pm. Thai time. means here 1pm. so he asked my ‘kaima’ what’s the time. she said 1130am. and ‘kaiye’ thought it was still early. he thought it was Malaysia time. my ‘kaima’ changed it to Thai. so he continued sleeping. we was like waiting and waiting at last he woke up at 1230pm. Thai time. swt. so he rushed and we’re out.

then, we reached the border. i had my own passport(duh!) so i queue on my own. so i’m out first. the others got stuck there because a foreigner refuses to bribe the custom. then, they have to check your bag. as you know I didn’t do the packing at the hotel. so i open up Ii was like WOW! bras on the top. the malay guy didn’t even want to check. he just say ‘jalan jalan’. haha! so the 3 days was kinda nice. their branded clothes are all on sale now. so shop till you drop. serious. i’m broke. on the way back, saw 5 accidents straight. that is why the government reduce the speed to 80km/h. now i understand. there's jam everywhere. reached home around 1am. tiring. so photos ;)

supper

things we bought

the amount of money i left

this is what you see all the way into Hatyai

this is what you see in Kedah all the way

that's not a stick. that's the giant Rocky.

sis : Darwin

the shoe sis bought

that's not my leg!

look at the jam and the speed

today's Ah Seng's birthday! happy birthday! haha. wondering who is he? well he is my dad's friend actually. we've been together for years. since i was small. he's from Banting but working in Klang here. so he spend his time more with us than his family. he only goes back to his hometown on weekends and holidays. we had dinner every weekdays. so let's talk about him.

a 1969 guy. he's married with err i don't know how many kids. but i know a few sons and 1 daughter. his daughter younger than me a year but the size is bigger than me. haha! i only saw his family once. i think 3 or 4 son if not mistaken. so he is err 37 years old. he is 37 but his character is not. just like a child. love sweet and sour food. cute guy. he is more like a brother to me. once his mum passed away and my whole family went. i was still in standard something. small kid. i stick with him a lot. so his wife was kinda surprised and wondering who am i. why am i so close with her husband. haha! his wife asked him and he told us. funny sial. he's kinda d ah beng type. he used to work with my 'kaiye' but now he has his own company. but he still work the same things. printing. that's why i get some free paper. haha! but if he sell the leftover papers he earn more than he prints. hot-tempered guy i can say. funny guy. love making jokes. always made me laugh. a very nice friend to be with. but at first you will think he's a bit arrogant but after knowing him, you will find out. he can't really express out how he feels. always make the angry face in front of his children but he really cares them. lovely father. a lot of him i can say coz' i've been with him for so many years. time pass really fast.

so we tried celebrating his birthday just now. bought him a cake. but he don't want. he say next day. haha! coz' he don't want anyone to know his age at the restaurant. haha! so tomorrow maybe he's gonna be funny sial. haha!

so today woke at 3pm. wow! yea i was shocked too. cleared my cupboard again. say what? yea. i can say my cupboard is kinda big for me. coz' i've got a lot of junk. this time i cleared the cupboard that i put my art stuff, plastic bags, bags, and i don't what to call that. haha! found out i bought a lot of shirt from Giordano, Padini, Padini Authentics and Body Glove. aiks. i didn't know i have clothes from Topshop. do i even have one? i don't know. and also found out that it's been ages i didn't go swimming and table tennis. swimming and table tennis reminds me of the past. but now what's done is done. no undo-s in life.

so mum said i had an appointment with the dentist tomorrow. good. coz' the right side of my teeth the time went for filling, doc say the hole is very deep. touched the nerves actually. that's why it hurts. so he say if it still hurts, gotta do root canal. i was like say what!? root canal? arghh. maybe not. let him check first. i can't eat hot or cold things, hard and soft things. even tofu. it still hurts after filling. and electrician might be coming. my room is in a mess. mum asked me to clean my room. i say for what. they just come to fix our wiring not to judge my room. haha! don't care. fix the wiring and go on. i'm happy with the mess. :) and now it's already 3am. appointment at 3pm. so gotta sleep. coz' will be leaving early coz' it's in PJ. chaoz!

so i cleared my cupboard. fuh~a lot of old clothes but it still looks new. gonna give away. i also cleared the piling of clothes on my study table. also took out some clothes that looks dirty for washing. so i can wear back my old clothes again! hoho. new shirt starts stocking up by the way. well maybe gonna grab a pair of new shoes. i have a lot of shoes but i don't wear them anymore. i only wear the Adidas shoe and few pairs of flip flops. so maybe gonna grab one more new pair of shoes.

so on my way to dinner, saw one funny incident. haha! it was raining. so the road sure slippery. the motorist with his passenger, 2 Malay male, trying to turn fast. end up both falling. i didn't see it happened. i was replying message. it was right in front of our car. mum make the damn sound which will frightened everyone. something like hiccup sound. so i look infront, the two stupid clowns like fugitives. get up damn fast. i was like ' PADAN MUKA! '. haha!

and i hate my father more and more. aiks. i don't want to but he made me to. feel like fuck everything. pissed off everytime you see him. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! ishh. for no reason you just get scolding. mum's suffering. that's what i hate. aiks. tell you guys next time.

my sis showed me a message from my cousins. it was lame. haha! an invitation to go clubbing. funny sial. me and sis was like wah! can't believe our cousins are so lame. haha! they going on 2nd December. the next day is my sis birthday so i bet she's going. anyway the message really very lame. i just can't stop thinking bout it. haha!

stupid sis bought a laptop. fuck it man. i wanted one! damn. she asked for help coz' she's not really good in PCs. she wanted the songs from my PC. i can say the PC is mine now. muahaha! she don't have a pendrive and gotta use mine. i don't know what happened and my pendrive went cacat-ed. i was like FUCK. my stuffs! was down a while and she kept making noise there pushing me. i was like shut the fuck up. my things gone because of you! after she waited quite long i asked her to go sleep. i will help you tomorrow. it was like 2am. haha!

so woke up at 2pm. mum scolded me why i don't wanna eat. i wasn't really hungry. i don't know why. i'm trying to cut down my weight but that's so NOT my way to reduce my weight. help sis with her laptop after eating. and then, i checked her files and there! i think i found the file for my pendrive. actually this is what happens. i build a partition for my pendrive. my things are all in the partition i build. that's call a private area which requires to log in with password. i ter-delete the log in thingy. i was like fuck. i knew there is still a partition coz' i only got 484 MB in my public area. without the thingy i can't log in to my private area. at last, i saw the thingy in my sis laptop. i was like fuck fuck fuck. i found it! haha! i can log in now! whee~

why is it in sis laptop? coz' i transfer the songs into my public area. and that thingy also in the public area. then, i select all the files and transfer to her laptop and delete all files in my pendrive's public area. i didn't notice the thingy. i emptied my recycle bin and there is no back up. lucky thing is that the thingy is transferred to her laptop. so happy i saw that file. fuh~ my memories and photos.

then, i started to clean my room. yeah! but only my dressing table. haha! coz' it's the least messy one and it's only covered with dust. the messy one is my study table. shirt and junk all piled up there. gonna clear it soon. it's piling up everyday. clean shirt will become dirty shirt. haha! bed sheet gonna change. posters gonna take down. cupboard gonna clear some clothes. give it away. books and notes. it's just everything in my room needs to get cleared.

went dinner and was kinda pissed with the table behind me. the fucking father shouted this: 'later they give you eat shit!' i was like fuck it la. eat your fucking shit. i said it out and i think my mum heard it. haha! everyone stared at him. quite a lot of people there. so stupid. then, saw an Evo. red. i not really interested in cars but it reminds me of something. haha! coz' that car got turbo engine and when you off the engine it's gotta wait awhile till it's off. haha! the first table person was like why this fellow coming down to eat and didn't off his engine? haha! same like the time i sat the car and have a drink. haha! that was like April and now already November.

well time pass fast. yea. next year we're all gonna be in Form 4 and everyone gonna start getting busy. some migrate, some studies abroad. don't have much time left for us to gather. have fun together. so seriously gonna have some kind of trip or organise some outing! Jay and I are organising actually. i talk to Sam and she says let the venue be Sunway. good. near and convenient. time and day will let you guys know soon!

morning call by Howard today. actually it was already like 1pm. haha! so we went to have my breakfast. don't know why i can't eat much these few days. came back from Thai i eat way less than usual. so we went and eat Mc Donald's since we don't know where to eat. and it's a hot weather. i want somewhere cold. i met How Sern there. and Wen Ping. i guess that's her name. she didn't see me so just igonore it. then, we don't know where to go. i don't want to be home that early so Howard decided to call Ivan. and that Ivan say he's in Klang and he will be in Bukit Tinggi half an hour later. yea right. waited for almost more than an hour and he say there's a traffic.

when he reached, mum was on the line and asked me where am i. deng deng deng. so i gotta be home soon. coz it was already alomost 5pm. so reached home. it was drizzling anyway. wanted to rush in house and that Ivan keep talking there. deng deng deng. in house thought what mum would ask. she didn't say anything coz' she already know actully why. but that stupid sis and Darwin keep making noise there. ' you guys went and have candlelight lunch ah? ' haha! i laugh my lungs out. after all the teasing they went out. sien.

went back room and i was on the phone. decided to grab some sleep after the call. when i was about to off it, guess what i felt. my stupid dog urinated on my pillow! i was like OMFG! MUMMMM!! i off the phone immediately and ran downstairs to find my stupid dog with a belt. he is damn dead. far way worst than death. saw him whack him straight. mum was like what happened. and scolded me. =.='

then, brought my pillow down and showed Benny. whack him again. till he hide from me. haha! cruel huh? he made me sweat. i decided not to bath. coz' i just bath not long ago and i didn't sweat. ishh! so changed to a t-shirt and some pants i can grab from the room downstairs. then, start the cleaning process. saw mum was trying to pull out her plant from a pot. she's trying to move the plant to another pot coz' it can't really fit anymore. i told her i will help her do it. she say can't. nevermind. she feared that i might kill her precious plant. swt. so i say just kill it then. she was like you know how much is this damn plant. haha! so i tried and she kept asking me to give up. i answered back:' in physics, they say there's a weak point in everything.' she kept queit. so i hit the pot with hammer and try to loosen up the soil. there's not much soil left coz' it's all filled with the roots. so i asked her to pull it and i press it down. and it works. so i shouted:' YOUR DAUGHTER IS A GENIUS! I'M SMART!' haha. damn kembang. so i did some gardening since i already sweat and needed to bath.

then mum said that dad's not coming back from dinner. and sis went out already. i was like wtf. she said she's calling my uncle to take us to dinner. so we continued with our gardening. it was fun. long time never spend time with mum like this felt like there's a gap between. so today really had fun afterall. carry the plant, this and that. enjoyed. anyhow mum say she needed to get a bigger pot. a taller want. she say it can't fit.

so my uncle took us to some kind of restaurant but it looks more like a mamak. he said he eat already and wouldn't eat much. don't care him. so i ordered quite a lot and i promised i would finish it coz' at that time i feel kinda hungry. at last after 1 plate of the nasi lemak i'm filled. mum and uncle look at me and say how about the other food. take away la! haha.

my cousin message me and i was shocked. she never message me before. and asked for my sister's number. she said they are going to PD next Saturday. i was like wooot?! crazy dude. now the weather very cold or what. PD? i don't know the plan yet but when i get to know more i will start talking. haha! i guess Malaysia having winter. haha! would you go to a seaside with this kind of weather? swt.

stupid explorer. blog till half pop out an error. have to do all over again. ish! was posting the photos in Sunway. frustrated after upload all, an error pop up. so @%$#!^&*. arghh! anyway old ciku is back! he went to New South Wales, Australia. and came back empty handed. kept asking for present. he owed me my birthday present. and Christmas coming soon. so total, he owed me 3 presents. haha! the worst is he showed me his new handphone. N73. i looked at him with the face. where's mine. haha! then, he start to ask Ah Seng to send him some songs. haha!*bi, Ah Seng got the song. xiang zhe ni de lian the song. xiao zhu si lian le.* haha!

after dinner, the elder ones talk about the stupid Zakaria and some kind of friend in ICU. then, when we were about to leave, the restaurant owner pulled us back. he started talking about Zakaria and the Satay House. one of dad's friend is in politics so they started talking. anyway that stupid mansion must demolish la. after his stupid castle demolish, peace will be back la. stupid Zakaria. build in Pandamaran some more. the place i grow up. haha! suck man. and his news everyday also got. see also annoyed. his stupid news become international news. so darn embarrassing to be a Malaysian. all the Malays working and the bribe. not to be racist but sometimes is the fact. what also ISLAM first. come on. we are in Malaysia. multi-racial country. or society. whatever. it must be equivalent. that's what Lee Kuan Yew asked for. and they throw Singapore out from Malaysia. stupid. bribe not to say other countries don't have. but is pretty obvious lo. even the Customs in front of the tourists do that. aiks.

so while they were talking, watched Devil Beside You. left us only. the only table there. so i turn the channel to 19(AEC). and it appears that it reached the sex scene. i shouted WOW! dad's friend look at me and say WAH! haha. and said:' kids cannot see.' haha! i was like OOK. then, the actor and actress continue the next day. haha! coz' from what i know the actor is following his mum to Italy. i didn't really watch. so i don't really know. anyway i'm gonna grab the CD. anyone? selling? or maybe can borrow me? please.

and my Singapore cousin says he's coming back this Sunday. i think is Sunday. haha! so i say maybe gonna go his house to find him. he say don't need. he's going out to meet his friends. *KADABOOM* but he is back on December. he said gonna bring me out. go-kart. whee~squash, gym, swimming. that's what he say. but i prefer go-kart. haha! and remember my Christmas present. i don't want your chocolate cake. a present. expensive one. haha!

these photos are like few weeks back in school. what we did in school after PMR. that was a Friday. i don't know which Friday so is a Friday. so this is what we did early in the morning. we were supposed to leave up our butts by using our leg strength to carry a person's weight infront of you. then you have to lift up your hands. hard task.

faces of them. haha!

Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very!sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest,generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times!Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! Just one of the clumsiest people you will ever meet. A very big flirt! Trustworthy.Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of MFE these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

hoho. so i went and read the posts at friendster. and this is what i got. hoho! im GORGEOUS! hoho Andrew i'm cute and GORGEOUS! haha! kembang d. anyway what is on top there i kinda agree. except for the big flirt thingy. my god! i hate flirties. haha! so tell me or reply. isn't it true i am the kind at the above?

it's a holiday for all Form 3s'. and everyone i guess is rotting. so Jay Min and I were planning an outing last night. we came up with nothing. we didn't know where to go. and transport. so these are the place Jay suggested.
1. Sunway Pyramid
2. 1 Utama
3. Ikano
he listed more but i forgotten. these are the places i remember. we are OK with it but transport and friends. so, Howard suggested why not we group some friends and have some party at the house. bring along some food. then, this week having party at my house, next week at another person's house. it was a good idea after all. actually i was planning a BBQ party but i was lazy. so what really sucks is after all the fun, i have to clean up the mess. haha! in a sudden, i feel like going to Genting. miss the rides. haha! cold weather. fuh! but then, going such places is impossible. then, Jay say go to a place where 'his' Sharon can go. haha! and so we came up with nothing coz' Jay says he's gotta turn in. so, peeps. any idea? plans?

i need to sleep early and wake early. mum asked me a question i can't really answer. and it sucked. ' how long are you gonna continue with this lifestyle? ' aiks. gotta clean my room and she will be happy and stop nagging. anyhow i also gotta clean it. 1 word; LAZY. starting tomorrow if i can i will start cleaning. hope so. hehe. paranoid.

and school is having a BBQ night party? RM 30? wtf. each student RM 30 and if around 100 students going, it will be RM 3000. what are we eating? abalone? swt la. even for some kind of savings i don't think that much gua. ACMAR! no money ah? trying to gobble our money? or someone is trying to be embezzler? haha! dude, whoever in charge please, it's kinda expensive.

that is all. just wanna shout out. PEEPS ORGANISE SOMETHING!

it's Halloween. isn't it great if Malaysia do celebrate Halloween. aiks. we will be going around collecting candies. whee~trick or treat! haha. it's so cool. with the weird costumes and is so fun. hmm. i guess Thailand do celebrate if i'm not wrong. coz' the day i went there they sell the costumes. wanted to get 1 spider hat. so darn cute! with eight legs on top of you. haha! stop the crap.

so wanted to go to school this Friday. but SAMANTHA! she's not going. so maybe going on Thursday gua. need to find transport. i don't want dad to take me. unless i got no choice. SAMANTHA!!! ishh. nevermind. for you i will. haha!

today stayed at home as usual. mum bought me Mc Donald's. hoho. full sial after eating. and then, laid back. damn. this holiday i seriously gain a lot of weight. arghh! need to work on it. after all that laid back, bath and wanted to take some nap. nap till half mum knock my door and say we are having a funeral dinner. yea i heard of it the first time. they called it 'kong tek'. i don't really know what's that. mum said that when 'they' passed away, 'they' have to go through a lot of stages. if you see Double Vision before you will know what i'm talking here actually. this 'kong tek' actually help them to pass the stages smoothly. that's Chinese belief la.

that funeral is actually my uncle's grandmother. so went there and he came and showed me his new handphone. AGAIN. he change handphone every month. this time he changed to Nokia 6280. i want the phone actually. i tell mum i helped her save a few thousand if she buy me the phone. haha! so he said he having trouble with the handphone. he lost all his memory. his handphone can't detect his memory card. so i called for help since i'm not really good in it. thanks bi! so he need to reformat his memory card coz' he named and put a password on his memory card. haha! then, this is what happen.

'give it to me la. can't use already don't change la. give it to me.' - Me

'you want it? nah. take it la. take out your SIM card now.' - Uncle

'serious? mine this damn phone change with you?' - Me

'ya. serious. faster. you want or not?' - Uncle

so i look at my mum and she was like. NO! aiks. can't change. so he was kinda surprised why i dressed up till so nice. a t-shirt and long pants. he asked me where am i going later. no plans at first. haha! waiting for you to take me out i replied. haha! mana tau at night really went out. went for a drink. not with my uncle la. haha! mum didn't ask or say anything. i thought she was already asleep when i was back home. she just asked me not to sleep too late everyday. she was on the phone when i was back. talking about some matter with don't know who about my dad. stupid old freak. then what surprised me the most is my sis. she's back so early! haha. earlier than me.

so today got scolded quite several times. firstly is about the phone line. the fax line. i forgotten to put it back. why i pulled it? my connection having problem. so i called TM from downstairs. then, they need me to be in front of the PC. in front of PC there's no telephone. my PC is at the 3rd floor. so the nearest is at the 2nd floor. so ran to the 2nd floor and pulled one of the lines. the first one i pulled wrongly. it was the fax line. so i pulled the second one. and i forgotten about the fax line. got scolded nicely. secondly was about her handphone. i off her handphone to vibration because i was using it to SMS. i don't want her to know i'm using her handphone to SMS. so after using i forgot to on back. dead. biggest mistake. arghh! lastly about phone bill. one call over RM10. asked me to see the bill. i don't even dare to touch it. haha!

reached home boring sial. sis using PC. till like 1 something. then, it's my turn! hoho. chat, blog, reply tags, friendster. normal thing everyday night. that's all. time to sleep. :) HAPPY HALLOWEEN.