since i'm waiting for my sis and have got nothing to do, i thought of something to blog about. Wednesday, i skipped school and went for my physio. i started to learn half squat and balance myself on the rocker board without anything to hold on to. after my physio, i had my appointment with the doc. my doc say i'm gonna meet him again in another 2 weeks. i'm doing well for now.

then, it's time to take my MC. so i waited and waited...at last the secretary of my doc, Miss Mok, came and said, 'OK. you've got 2 months MC. so it means til..15 September!' i laughed my lungs out. haha! i'm still on MC tho :) hehe. good news for me.

i got to go for my guitar lesson soon. tata!

happy 50th birthday Malaysia. i'm not that patriotic. how i celebrated it? well, i just came back from Darwin's house. his house had a BBQ party. apparently, it was his parents anniversary that falls on 30th August, Merdeka Eve. we managed to see the fireworks, live! i think it's by Acmar. seriously, it's good, expensive and worth seeing fireworks. the sound, fuh~ incredible. BOMBBBBBBB~! i can only use one work to describe it..excellent!

i didn't really celebrate outside with my friends this year as i'm half disabled currently. haha! Howard's in Malacca with his mates. so i can't out without him :( yea, miss him lots! but he'll be back on Saturday. whee~ hehe. i'm getting presents for him. muahaha!

surprisingly, my parents are not back yet. yea! it's already 1.30am here. they went to celebrate Merdeka Day. haha! cute old couple. guess they'll be back soon. that's all for now. gonna grab my bath and have a nice sleep. Happy Merdeka Day! wohoo~

ahh~ it's been long. Sharon's birthday party over quite long ago and maybe i'll blog a little bout it. that particular day afternoon, went for Japanese food with Adrian, Howard and his sis. then, went to JJ to grab Sharon's present. bought her a PA bag. i kinda like that bag but i dun really use bag, so forget bout it. then, went to Adrian house. Howard played DOTA and i knew nothing bout it. the time was already 6pm but i told my mum i'll be back at 5pm. went back to Howard's house as he needs to bath and drop his sis. then, we left his house at around 8.30pm. gosh~ on my way back, mum called up. so i reached home almost to 9pm, had a quick bath and off to Sharon's party.

it was a BBQ party. a lot of form 5s' went. well, it was OK. mum called up around 1am and went home not long after that. and so Sunday is the fourteenth day of the seventh month in the lunar. it's known as the Hungry Ghost Festival. it's a festival where we burned things like what we need. food, clothes, shoe and money. this is mainly for the souls that wanders around. that's what my dad told me. why we have this festival? well, from what i learned in the a cartoon show, apparently that show most of it are facts. OK, so, these souls, they can't eat. anything they put in the mouth will burn and turn into charcoal. so 'guan yin ma' saw and went to save them. 'guan yin ma' made this day which this particular day in a year where they are allowed to eat and swallow without turning into charcoal. that's why it's called the Hungry Ghost Festival. but i heard some old people said, it was actually on the fifteenth day of the seventh month and not the fourteenth day. so i don't know, i just pray.

Monday, i went back to school~ reached school at 9am and Mr. Maniam was having oral test outside the class. nothing much happened on Monday. but for today, it was better. our school is having this competition for the coming Independence Day. we need to decorate our class. we had fun by doing nonsense and all we get was scolding. why? the main thing was, coz' we're in 4S. wth? ok, this is the funny part. we stick the flag onto the wings of the fan and it flaps around when we on the fan. i guess the force needed to turn the 3 flags at each end of the wing must be alot coz' the speed was like 2 while it's already on 5. haha! so Mr. Maniam came in after lunch, he saw what we did. this is what he said, 'you know by doing that, you will be shot to dead in CHINA!' i was like..hello! we're in Malaysia you stupid! mainly scold for the flag while Kyle actually drew some sleepy eyes and stick it on Tunku Abdul Razak's eyes. pathetic black ass.

he gave us work and he walked out the class. then, we started having fun. first, Kevin Ponniah (i think that's how his name spelt) and Manisha. had a great laugh there. the first question for our work was,

1. Chin was in hot soup as he embezzled the company's money.

something like that la. so Manisha said to Kyle as he can't stop disturbing her with the Ponniah guy, 'yea la. i know you want to be in Irina's hot soup and her sweat added in it.' then Kyle amazingly answered, 'no! i don't want to be in the soup, i want to drink it!' the whole class roll on the floor laughing. yea, Kyle actually said that. then, Irina came in our class. everything is just so random. there's too much to write so i just write some things that's kinda funny. so we laughed almost to half an hour. i got tummy ache and a headache after laughter. laughter is the best medicine! :) then, it's Miss Priya lesson and she wanted us to decorate the class. we wanted it to be special as everyone did like the same thing. we started doing nonsense like tie-ing the flag at the fan and on it. we laughed our ass out again. then, Pn. Faridah came in and gave some lecture bout our class. 'you know you're in the SSSS class, so you all are smart peoples.' that's her English la. k?

and just came back from tuition not long ago. i guess i'm not going to school tomorrow as my family are having some problem. i skipped lisan and oral. whee~ Maniam's gonna kill me for that. so, that's it! :) it's kinda long already. nitez!

this song is for my babe, Howard. if you guys understand Mandarin, then you'll understand the meaning of this song. it's very touching. he sang this song for his wife. til the end, he left a message for his wife, 'i want to thank you. thank you for being by my side and never leave me.' anyway Jacky Cheung's songs are good. seriously good. that's why he's one of the best in Chinese industry. check him out, seriously! anyway, he's coming over to Malaysia soon, but with my condition, i don't think i can't go. yea~ try talking to my parents. :)

ok, as i've said, this song is for you, babe. the meaning of this song, guess you know. and the same message i want give bi is that bi never leave me alone. thanks for being by side all the time. thanks for everything that you gave me. i'm lucky to have you! i love you! i want to go longer, but i worry someone's hair might stand. haha! i love you!

i'm sexy right? :P

Justine, you always wanted to see my Golden Retriever. there! hehe. her name is Bobo. naughty, fat and lazy dog. now already 6 months old. the photo was taken like last few months. haha! she stinks like mad all the time. we've got no idea why as we bath her once every two days! she's a little stubborn and arrogant. but when you have food on your hand...muahaha! she'll follow you. :) she sleeps all the time too. daylight, sleep. zZzzZ. she doesn't care who's outside the house and all that, she just sleep. at night, she'll be awake and make hell alot of noise playing with another dog. and she bark like a duck. haha! *quak quak~* so that's it about my third dog.

i've got nothing to blog. i just know that holidays or not, i already on my holidays since last month. it's killing me. i'm so bored! can't wait til Friday and the weekends. i'm starting back my guitar lessons and Saturday is the day to party! muahaha. i'm gonna have Japanese food then off to shop for Sharon's present. well, 4 more days to partyyyy~

i went to prom! i wasn't allowed at first. after my dinner, my parents changed and ready to head out. i was wondering where are they going? in the end, they went and join their friends and i went prom! hoho. i took some photos with some friends. teachers and friends saw me and were wondering what happened to me. some knew bout it so they weren't that shocked. thanks for your concern!

so, the first person i saw was Yi Ling. hahaha! with her Hock Huat. Howard came not long after that. chatted with few people. and waited for Sharon outside the hall. prom over at nearly 11pm. she said she wanted to go for a drink. we waited for everything til 12am, at last we left to Central. in the end, we were waiting for that guy, Andisen. damn him. as we reached Central, Sharon got to go home as her mum doesn't allow her. left Chin Rong, Howard and me. joined sis, Darwin and a bunch of his friends. the funny thing is, i ordered ice lemon tea and the manager, Edwin, stopped me from drinking.

'you just after surgery cannot drink cold drinks! no..cannot!!'

haha. like a dad. unlike my dad, he lets me eat and drink everything i want. Howard and Chin Rong went home first and i went home around 1.30am. parents reached home around the same time as us. my appointment for the next day physio is at 10am. die! ready to bed at around 3am. this morning, me and my sis woke up late! i opened my eyes and checked the time, it's already 8.20am. i was like fuck! mum called the wrong phone. that phone was on silent mode and i left to charge so there won't be any sound at all. not even vibration. thanks mum!

went out at 9am and we had 'bah kut teh' again. i was late for my appointment for sure. it's in Damansara Heights. after my physio, i was a little hungry as i have to use the energy i gained doing gym exercises that's increasing as i'm recovering. everything over at 12.30pm and we went back Klang. stopped at Central again for my lunch. the tom yam soup was great! actually that's the best food you can find in Central. haha! i played a little darts. apparently, need more practice. came back home at 3pm, and slept like a pig then til 6pm. tired like mad!

just reached home not long. went to my grandma house after dinner. anyhoos, i had a great night and great day! :) next week, Sharon's house is having a party. wohoo~ can't wait. another chance for me to be out. during the day, wished i can have Japanese food, out to the mall to grab presents. by the night, let's partyyy! oh yea, i'm gonna take back my guitar lessons soon! nitez ;p *photos will be uploaded soon*

tonight's prom. Prom Nite '07! organised by us, but i can't go. aiks. kinda wasted. i can actually go as i've asked my therapist but my parents are the one that's stopping me. my therapist even said that other patients like me also go for movies already. OK, i don't mind. they're my parents and they are concern bout me.

as for today morning, i've actually made my mind to go KEC to help a little. but there's some little problem happened last night so i gave up going. anyhow, if i go i don't think i can help much right? and some faces i don't feel like see-ing. this morning, mum woke me up to see either or not i want go coz' i reminded them before they turned in. in the end, it's a NO. sad sad thing. i can't see how everything looks like.

it's OK. trying to comfort myself here. there's next year. my condition like this is better not go. :) so now, i guess everyone's preparing for prom. enjoy guys!!

i can walk without crutches already! whee~ isn't that good? haha. well, doc says i need my crutches for sympathy. anyways, it's not really stable too when i walk.

well, as usual, i'm dying of boredom. i can back to school already but since there's nothing much for me to do in school, i decided to stay home and grow mushrooms on my head. i went for a haircut on Saturday. it's kinda short now coz' my hair was cut by Ivy instead of my usual hairdresser, Arwin. she asked me how i would want my hair to be and i answered anything! gosh~ i guess that's a wrong answer. haha! my hairdresser was kinda busy. no choice, what's done is done. after my haircut, my whole family had their own plans. parents went to some kind of orchestra dinner and sis went to her friend's dinner. well me, home alone again. but Howard was with me. :) and yeap, i'm not home alone again. haha!

woke up early the next day as i have physio at 11.30am. everything's done just in time the centre closes at 1pm. i was a little hungry. haha! my parents and i had 'bah kut teh' in the morning and i'm hungry again. my mother was right about me getting fat. dang~ so we went over to SS2 to had our lunch. then, we went over to dad's workplace to feed the wild dogs. dad decided to go over to Aman Perdana to take a look at the houses there. but before that, he thought of buying durians. gosh~ my sister said, 'when we want to eat durians, we won't get any. but when we got it, in one month how many times must we eat?' yeap. dad knew my dogs love to eat durians except Benny, dad had ben buying everytime. seriously, two of my dogs love durians!! haha. so we bought durians and decided to head back home and we missed the chance to go over to Aman Perdana.

the dogs were wagging their tails when they found out there are durians for them when we reached home. it was kinda tiring for me. after having the durians, i slept like a pig til 8pm. then, off to dinner. back from dinner, i'm home alone again. blah~ dad just came back home and started complaining. he wanted to use to check his stock market and scolding every piece of shit out of me. WTH la! got to go! chaoz!

i can walk! haha. yeap. i can walk without my crutches already but for my safety, i'm using one until my therapist says i don't need to rely on them anymore. doc say having crutches on hand is better for sympathy. one old lady said crutches are very useful when crossing road. haha! so, i went for my physio today and i can actually start walking with both my legs.

after my exercise and using the CPM machine, i went to the gym. CPM machine is a machine that you put your leg on to it, then depends on how many degree you can bend, just set it and it will go very slowly and bending your leg to the degree you can reach. so i did my usual routine, cycling first. then, i went to the treadmill. my therapist says, 'OK. the other day you were using one leg to walk. now i want you to use both your legs.' fuh~ i was worried at first coz' i scared i might fall. but i did it! i can walk!

i was so happy! haha. you might be thinking 'walking only ma! who also can la.' come on la. i'm different k? :P my mum says that i'm like a baby learning how to walk. haha. but i'm healing very fast as i know. my wounds are drying up and the blood clot starts to peel off on their own. i can see my tiny little scar already. i just can't wait to be able to walk normally again. stable. it's just something for me to be happy about. :)

i heard that my surgery costs more than RM 30k. my physio costs RM 150 per session. i have to attend about 42 sessions which means RM 7k. everything cost close to RM 50k. just for a leg. one knee. one ligament. gosh~ seriously it's damn expensive but it's worth it. my doc is kinda famous. Dr. Saw Khay Yong. he's the founder of KLSMC. which means he's rich! *kaching* and he's specialised in shoulder and knee. the first time i saw him was like 'OMG?! he's my doc?' haha. he doesn't look like a doctor. trust me. when you see him you will know it. click here.

i'm alone at home. sis came back from Langkawi yesterday and now she's out to give present to her friend. parents went to friend's funeral. i'm left alone at home with nothing to do. Howard just left to play pool with his brother in KL. arghhh! i'm so freaking bored and that's the reason why i'm blogging.

anyone..save me!!!

arghhh! i'm dying of boredom. staying at home all the day. eat, sleep, watch TV, online, and shit. there's nothing much for me to do. anyone come visit me and bring me something to do?

i have one wonderful idea that will not make me bored. bring undone prom things to my house and do! muahaha! call as many people as possible to my house. i'm seriously dying. come my house!! please? i'm begging you....:'(

oh yea~ at last i can online! sis went Langkawi today with Darwin. i'm updating using her laptop. this is gonna be a long post as i'm gonna share my days in the hospital with you. hehe.

Day 1 - i went in a day earlier before my surgery. it was OK. slept quite early coz' i need to wake very early.nothing much.

Day 2 - i woke up at 6.30am. my surgery is at 8am. fuh~ it's a major operation. the operation room was damn cold. so, they put this mask on me and you can't even count. in 1 second, i'm already sleeping. haha! after 4-5 hours, i'm out. i don't know what's happening but this is what my parents told me. this is the funny part. when i'm out, i turned 360 degrees. i got no idea why. the doctors and nurses hold me tight. haha! i just know, i'm extremely drowsy. this is the first time the doctors and nurses saw this case. kept vomiting the whole day and didn't manage to eat. what goes in, come out. it's seriously killing me.

Day 3-5 - i'm feeling better day by day. family and friends came to visit me. i forgotten which day, but it's when i'm feeling better, sis and Darwin bought Dunkin' Donuts and KFC. haha! i can't eat chicken coz' i worry i'll get inflame(?). even the donuts i didn't manage to eat. coz' one fat pig named Howard Lee ate most of it and left one for me. i forgotten about it til the next day. in the end, dad ate up. haha!

Day 6 - parents went back home quite early. so Howard was with me the whole day. he took the trouble coming down to KL to see me everyday. since the first day of surgery til the last day i'm in hospital. so he brought his pen drive and we watched Rob-B-Hood. it's so darn funny! we enjoyed together. he stayed til quite late just to be with me. :)

Day 7 - i'm out from hospital! whee~ had the best appetite. went back home after having my lunch. very happy about the discharge after a week in the hospital.

now, i'm at home relaxing and you guys are having exam! hahahaha! anyway, i'm lagging in my studies due to my absence. i'll be back in school after the holidays. the other day my mum asked the doc whether can i go back to school. his reaction was, 'NO! CANNOT! at least 3-4 weeks.' he shouted NO and CANNOT. haha! then, when we asked him again yesterday, he said, 'at least 6 weeks she can be back. but now, i guess she can go back already.' mum don't want me to go back to school that early yet. i have to do my physio everyday for the first 2 weeks and alternate days for the following week. i took off the stitches yesterday. pain for sure! i can start walking with one crutch already. i can bend til 110 degree already.

and now, it's 'thank you' time. haha! firstly, it's my family members for sure. mum took the trouble taking care of me everyday. she even bath me for the first few days. sis and dad, they put away their job for me just to take me for physio everyday. their work postponed as my physio is in KL. it take them almost half the day just to wait for me. thanks you guys! i will still thank you even you guys don't read my blog.

and now, Howard, my bibi. i'm touched. i'm seriously touched with everything you did. you took the trouble coming over to KL just to see me. since the first day of surgery til the last day i'm in hospital. you came not just awhile, but til late night just to keep me company. and when i'm back home, you come almost everyday. i'm really happy and really touched. Darwin was right about the reasons why i want to online. i want to post about you. thanks for being with me and took the trouble everyday just to see me. you comfort me everytime. i can't celebrate your birthday with you and also our anniversary together. but i believe we still got a long way to go, right? thanks for everything babe! i love you much..muuak! love you!!

and as for my friends, thanks for your concern. :) i'm feeling better already. don't ya guys worry!