i don't know how the person made it. but someone entered my cbox account and did something. plus, the stupid :P smileys in my cbox is not by me. don't know which bitch did it. if you think you're too free, you are welcome over to my house for cleaning. grow up la suckers, you have better things to do in life.

fuck off alright? nothing else better to do. it's so lame alright? just fuck off la k?

i don't understand what is your damn fucking brain thinking. are you just plain fucking stupid or what? it has not been the first time as you yourself knew. if you know that i'm referring to you, yes it's YOU.

everytime this matter bring us into fight. what can you do? all you can do is just a fucking sorry? 'sorry, i don't mean to?' is that just all what you can do? being late is a matter, giving fucking reasons with high tone is a fucking matter. you're late, not minutes, but hours, and all you say was: 'i thought they gonna be OK soon ma. so i ma waited for FEW MINUTES lo.' oh? your fucking brain doesn't know how to see the time or your fucking watch out of order?

you make me waited for 2 fucking hours. you are the one that wanted me to join you for lunch. and my lunch turned into dinner? you're not hungry, i am. can't you just use your minute brain to think that i am fucking here waiting for you? in the end, you came without your friends. so what's the fucking point for being late? just a simple fucking sorry and fucking excuse is OK? yes, i'm fucking pissed off.

want know why? it's simple. COZ' IT'S NOT THE FUCKING FIRST TIME ANYMORE. you just don't notice your mistake everytime. if you enjoy being late, fine. i will enjoy being late with you next time. just go use your fucking brain and think what am i fucking exaggerating about. if you have brains to fuck, then fuck yourself to see what's your fucking problem.

everytime is my fault. everything is my fault. i'm always the one that starts everything. all you can say is just 'what if it's you?' fine. it's me. it's always me all the time. good then. if you have a fucking brain you wouldn't say a fuck to me. don't pretend to be concern if you don't. if you are concern about me, you won't be fucking late to piss me off. if you think i'm just fucking exaggerating, you think yourself. you knew it better than others. if you wanted to be late again, give a second thought. i would just suggest not to come.

i've editted my cbox. and now, my archieves, everything gone. :( it's kinda sad la k? new box, new convo, new history. forget it. good news is, everyone can see again! wohoo~

i've got nothing much to blog. just woke up not long. haven't take my bath yet. so, i got to go bath before Howard says he coming over now. having lunch with his friends later. heven't finish my homework yet and maybe going for shopping with him again. haha! so, good day everyone.

days in school were great. tiring week, but great. first, my friends, Jay Min and Sean make my day everyday. their lameness and all the crap they do. haha! plus, the crap i do kept me awake and energetic almost everyday.

on Tuesday, The One Academy came over to our school to give a career talk. they showed us the animation and advertisements they produced. it was cool i can say. it's not really bad la after all. had fun with Sean and Jay Min. drew lots of crap in Jay's book. pictures are in Sean's blog. go take a look la. don't wanna blog much as Jay Min and Sean updated most of the things. go read their blog.

the following days were great. i joined Acmar Idol. solo and group. my group members are Sean, Jay Min and Chay Ann. odd group i know, but we just wanna have fun. i think we'll be naming our group the 'White Butt Peas'. XD went over to Pyramid on Wednesday. i went shopping again! :) met few friends. saw my Form 3 tuition teacher in SEED and we managed to talk a little. then, i saw Michelle Q and Vincent Say with their friends. not long after that, i saw Alex Ng with his parents. anyway, i got myself another shirt and pants. haha! bought one Polo shirt for Howard.

i've been busy with the CNY celebration. hope everything turns out good. anyone have the 'cai shen ye' costume? please help me find can? please let me know if you guys know anything alright? i would really appreciate all kinds of help. :)

today, we dissected a fish. although it was bloody and smelly, it was cool and fun. i know i didn't take up Biology but still Stephanie allowed me to join. had fun with them. will be getting the photos soon. :) well, that's all i guess. couldn't remember what i wanted to blog. i just reached home and really tired. i hope you guys can help me to find the costume. i will really appreciate the help.

P/S : i got myself a new cbox. will edit it tomorrow. i'm really tired and sleepy already. so nightZ!

i've been missing school due to being sick when school reopen. that really sucks. i miss a lot of lessons plus my work is piling up. is killing me for sure, and i'm tired like mad. i couldn't concentrate in class because the damn air conditioner is not really working. i felt really hot. i don't understand what my teachers are teaching which makes the whole matter worse.

so now, i need to complete all my work after the Thaipusam so i can really enjoy my Chinese New Year. or maybe the day before Thaipusam, because i'm going shopping with Howard on Thaipusam. anyhow, i need to complete my work before i can enjoy. but me being a bummer, couldn't get my ass moving. arghh! completing my work is one thing, understanding what i completed is another thing.

plus, CNY is coming. i need to clean my room, and also the house. change my bed sheet, wipe my racks, change my curtain and long list to go. another tiring work for me. but i think my mum is hiring a part-time maid, so she's gonna do all the wiping and changing curtains for me. guess i will just only change my bed sheet. muahaha! hope hope hope. ;)

i'm holding onto a lot of money. few hundreds here and there. stupid Guna don't want to take the money i've collected for her. treasurer this position, is not easy to hold. anyway, i added photos onto my photo slide. Jay Min and Shi Yee were complaining about their absence in my slide. FYI guys, we didn't take any pictures lately. maybe we do, but i don't have it in my PC. that is why you can't see yourself in the slide. OK?

Phillip is leaving soon. this Wednesday. sorry Philly, i couldn't send you off. you're leaving at 9pm if i'm not mistaken, but i'm having guitar class at 8.30pm. anyhoos, i'll leave this post for you. i've heard your name since i was in primary. famous for your hot-headed-ness, temper, attitude and naughtiness. :) didn't like you back then, yes i hated you. but slowly, things changed. we studied in the same class. noticed you grew up to be a different person from last time. but time flies. by the time we get along pretty well, you're leaving. well, i know i've been an ass la, but you're much worse ass than me. :P so, i'm sorry if i've ever hurt you. wish you all the best in Aussie. take care alright? well, specially your 'PUNANI' as you're in all-boys school. good luck!

it's sumantha's birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPRIMMY (springy + sammy?)!

let's see what to write. firstly, i would like to say i'm sorry that i didn't get you your birthday present yet. same goes to Shu Yen and Shi Yee. plus, i can't attend your birthday party. such coincidence it fell on the 15th in the Lunar. i need to go to the temple. :( but, there's always next year! so, you've been my friend for like 6-7 years? time flies, real fast. you've been a great friend. nothing much to type here, so wish ya all the best! :)

yes, i've replaced the picture with a photo slide. it took me hours to edit my template. in the end, i made it. i'm satisfied with it. :) i wanted to add my photo on the right column soon. still figuring out the size. and about my cbox, i still want to give a try to find my password. still couldn't get in. when i give up then there will be a new one. if you guys can't read what my tag says, try highlighting inside the box. then, you guys can see what i reply.

that's all for now. it's nearing 2.30am. so, chaoz!

this week was OK. school started the demerit points. it's pretty funny for me and i got no idea why i find that funny. haha! :) i'm getting really busy. you know Chinese New Year is approaching, and our school will make an event to celebrate it. so, it goes to the Chinese society to organise it. me as the president of the Chinese society, have to plan and find for performance for the event. my teachers suck. they do nothing and all they can say is 'I DON'T KNOW.' fuck that. i'm kinda pissed with that. it's cracking my head off thinking of performance. anyone got suggestion? please help me! i'm really in need of help. is just two weeks away only. please?

school's having the Acmar Idol thing going on after the CNY. haha! i guess i'm gonna join. :P don't laugh la k? and we have a new classmate, from Pakistan. i don't know how to spell her name. Fahizah? Faizah? haha. a Muslim girl. i don't know why, reminds me of Achmed. XD anyway, she doesn't know BM and so, Puan Guna is screwed. haha! and she's taking SPM. good luck Puan Guna! :)

school had a friendly basketball match with ACS yesterday. haha! 92-31. i don't know if the points were right, coz' i didn't see the match. i didn't know about it. wondering who is the winner? of course la Acmar, lose. haha! just a little piece of advice to my school team. get someone with a fit body instead of fats, and get yourself a coach. :)

Kian How had a birthday party yesterday night. he invited me. i went after having dinner with Howard's mum. it was 9.30pm when we reached. he's already half drunk. he kept asking people to drink. Howard says i'm drunk. :S didn't drank much, but i'm really tired. maybe that's what caused me to go drunk. went home pretty early i guess. that's bout it. and anyone with suggestion for CNY celebration, please please give me some? i would appreciate. thanks.

P/S : i don't know what happen to my Cbox. i forgotten the password to log in. so i guess i'm gonna get a new one. sorry for the inconvenience.

i'm back~ :) miss me? hehe. i'm kinda lazy to update but still i will update a little about my trip to Thailand.

OK, i miss my boyfriend. A LOT! hehe. so, my trip was OK lar. hello, i'm sick. i cannot enjoy the food there. so cannot really enjoy la OK? even my shopping was OK only. dad gave me and my sis RM1k which means THB 10k for our expenses. used around THB 8k but still not satisfied enough. i don't know why, don't have the satisfaction. haha! bought myself 2 jeans, 1 short pants, 3 panties, 1 bra, 4 Ultraman boxers, 4 Polo shirts, and 3 T-shirts. i think i didn't miss any out. i'm still not satisfied. so anyone want go shopping, please call me along k?

i skipped school again today. i woke up early in the morning, got myself ready and i went downstairs. lights were out, doors were locked. so? no one woke up yet. i walked back to my room, changed back into my pyjamas and slept. at 8.30am, dad rang me asking me why am i not at downstair yet. so, i continue sleeping til 2pm. it's a good sleep you know. in Thai, i didn't get much sleep. i kept coughing every now and then. now, i'm still coughing. maybe consulting the doctor again.

well, i missed quite a lot of school work. killing me for sure. guess i need to catch up. alright, that's all for my update. well, no photos for the trip la. haha! :) but i'll upload some photos maybe New Year's celebration photos. so that's bout it.

very long didn't online, guess you guys miss me much right? haha! i'm sick. so couldn't online for quite some time. real horrible, terrible, vegetable sick. been going on for a week already.

went and see doctor on Monday and get scolded from him. he worried i have dengue fever. went for blood test just now, coz' my fever came back. the results came back negative. phew~ means i can go for my holiday! muahaha! shopping~ my body doesn't have red dots and doesn't show any symptoms of dengue, is just that i have a high fever. that's all. and it's killing me.

so, tomorrow, i'm off to Thailand. :) for 4 days, and i will be back on Sunday. don't miss me too much k? hehe. i've got nothing much to post. just wanna thank my friends that concern about me these few days. :) i'm alright already. don't worry bout me!

got to go now. dinner time and need to pack my luggage. bye~

who's the biatch? Shi Yee is the biatch. XD i don't know what to write in here, so blank. and don't ask for your presents la k? you didn't get me one. :P get me one first, then i'll get one for you. so it's her sweet 16 at last. yeap, underage girl. haha! you have to wait for another year when you get to drive. til then, i've been driving for let's see, 8 months? XD want me to take you around? can, no problem. probably you will need to wait longer. get a number and line up k? haha! don't be jealous of me la. i know i'm pretty, hot, sexy and all that la. everything better than you la, plus i can drive~ hahahaha! nenene pupu! okay, i will end my crap here la. haha! happy birthday girl!

school's tomorrow, and i'm getting my presents. wohoo~ :) study for 3 days, and off i go for holiday. yeap, i will miss another Friday. miss the first two weeks of Friday. bet my Chinese teacher can't wait to see me. haha! coz' i'm so hot and all you know. haha! alright, that's all for now. chaoz~

well well, first of all, i would like to thank my friends that concern so much about me. :) i love you guys. don't worry, i'm getting my voice back but still that hoarse. i know you guys miss me too, honestly, i miss you guys too! :) again, i've no post in the curricular activities again. :( because i was absent. i missed a lot of things. Sean's birthday cake for the second year and my Christmas presents. but still, i'm getting my presents on Monday. wohoo~

so, my cousin's married. congratulations! :) her bachelor party was great. many people turned up. we stayed til like 1am. we need to wake at 6am the next morning. the groom had something wrong in his head i guess. he said he need to pick up the bride and enter his house before 9am. you know Chinese, when the groom pick up the bride, we called as 'the sisters' must let the groom or his 'brothers' to go through 'stages' before they can get the bride. the stages are meant by games set up by 'the sisters'. so all that fun will last for around an hour. in the end, my sis and i woke up late but not as late as the groom. we were supposed to leave to leave the house at 8.30am and he came at 8.10am. we couldn't play long, and it's not really that fun after all. the time seriously was very, very early. everyone was half awake, but til game time, wide awake!

at night, we went over to the wedding dinner. the dinner was alright. at one time where the bride and the groom is supposed to be on the stage and 'perform'. so, to show the love, they have to hug and kiss. first time, it was done pretty quick. just like a peck. my cousins and i shouted 'ENCORE! ENCORE!' and they have to do it again. this time, they hug really tight and kiss really long. i bet they were french kissing up there. XD everything over at 11pm and so everyone left.

went over to Central with sis and Darwin. everyone was looking at me and my sis coz' the both of us were wearing dresses and heels. i can see what were they thinking, 'this two person coming for fashion show ah? dress til like that? siow!' XD everyone gave us the stare. so freaking embarrassed. now, i'm at home blogging! :)

yesterday was Sean's birthday! Happy Birthday! sorry couldn't celebrate with you. there's always next year right? and today is Shi Yee's birthday! WOW~ say wat?! yeap. Happy Birthday Shi Yee. sweet 16 huh? hehe. enjoy your sweet 16. if you want your presents then you have to just wait. hehe. alright then. that's all for now. need my sleep. nitezzZzz peeps.

sorry for the late updates. i've been busy? haha. i'll talk about this whole week. let's start from my New Year celebration.

i went over to Central that night. with my sis, Darwin, their friends and of course, Howard. we went all nuts that night. it was awesome. actually, our plan was to go through the night with his friends. his bunch of friends went over to Taiwan, and say will be back on 30 December. their plane was at 9 something but don't know what happen to their eyes, they thought it was 12pm. so they missed their flight and they came back after the New Year. so, me and Howard celebrated in Central with my sis. we burst all the balloons that's in there even though the time haven't reach 12am.

it's not a mistake to have celebrated with them. it was fucking awesome. i find myself enjoying the night. everyone went drunk. at 12am, everyone went even higher, hugging and wishing everyone 'Happy New Year!'. there's this friend, his birthday was on that particular day and everyone made him drink. the band in Central that day was a really good band. the keyboard player happens to be the junior of Darwin when he was back in high school. we spray foam to the band on stage and the keyboard player kept wiping his keyboard. XD

everything over at around 2.30am. Howard need to go back, so i walked out with him. then, i saw this Teck Loong, Kian How and a girl, of course, i'm prettier. :) they were there sitting, and just ordered a bucket of Carlsberg. so we went over and talk a while. the situation was cold, coz' everyone was so quiet and i'm the only one making noise. =.=' they came over to eat but they're too late. kitchen's close. i reached home at around 3am. not really sure. so, that's how i celebrated my New Year.

the next day, my phlegm has blood. i shouted too much that night i guess. haha! nothing much happen on New Year day. 3 January 2008, the day school start. and also Shu Yen's birthday. Happy Birthday. the first day of school, boring. most of us got souvenirs from friends that went overseas. i got a lot of souvenirs, but no Christmas present. damn it. so, i gave Sean his present, and Kyle's too. i bought Sean LEGO and he fixed it in class. he say he likes it. i bought Kyle a blue boxer from Topman. haha! that's about my first day at school. and ya i almost lost my voice.

and today, i skipped school. i completely lost my voice. my cousin's party is tonight. she's getting married tomorrow. so, i'm dead. i have no voice. arghh~ wish me luck.

and Jay Min was asking me about my New Year resolutions. well, i have none yet. never thought of any yet. :) it's pretty the same every year. so, that's all. i need my rest before i die. :)