I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other love means so much

I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me

You’re the one I prayed for long ago
Fearless trust I never thought I’d know
I’ve found the answer to my dreams
My eyes were opened to love’s mystery

I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me

The love of my life…

I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other heart gives so much
God gave you to me

You’re the one I love
You are the love of my life

i love you, Howard Lee. <3

oh yes~ Chelsea won! 2-1. so in your face MU fans. haha! specially Jay Min that send a message saying 'in your face' after MU scored the first goal. haha! sucker~

kinda hyped up after Chelsea won the match. now MU and Chelsea has the same PTS. can't wait to see them fight for the cup. muahaha! go CHELSEA~ :)

anyways, got to wake up early next morning. having seminar in Shah Alam at 9am so gotta be at Kyle's house at 8. gonna be dead during the seminar. currently waiting til midnight to wish Nazzatul 'Happy Birthday'. hope she's surprise.

anyway posted up some random photos. :)

that's Jay Min trying to be Paki quite some time ago. haha! he didn't want to show his face. anyway it kinda look like a ghost. as you can see Sean is busy tidying up his place and didn't know that Jay Min was there. haha! and it's all white. :S thinking of her give me creeps already.

name looks familiar? haha. done by Yi Xia and me when we were in the art room few months back. we were supposed to do the backdrop for BM week but me and him got bored. Yi Xia found the letters in a box and he started sticking onto the wall. then, we upgraded our name by using shiny letters. Shi Yee wanted one too but we couldn't find her Y and the 2 E's for her. so we started chopping off pieces from other letters to make Y and E. it was fun tho.

the upgraded and completed one. haha! they took down already when the cleaners clean the art room. now our art room is very clean. :)

and that's me with my new haircut. went for haircut last week i think. got a short fringe. and some people do say it looks better. good thing. ;) to me, it looks better too. *what to do? pretty people no matter what hairstyle also pretty la.* hehe. OK~ anyways my hair's curling back.

that's bout it. boyfriend went clubbing with his friends. can't talk to him tonight. missing him. plus i gotta sleep early. so, that's it! :)

hang out with Jay Min and Sean til midnight yesterday. :) anyway, tonight got match. can't wait to see Chelsea win~ haha! :P

during family day preparation while everyone was busy carrying tables and putting up posters, a bunch of us were busy cam-whoring using Chay Ann's laptop. so let the pictures do the talking.

as you all know, Blue House and Green House has a video for Sports Day. :) i'm gonna upload it here then.

GREEN HOUSE'S VIDEO

BLUE HOUSE'S VIDEO

that's bout it. i've got a lot to write but don't know what to write. plus, got to turn in as i've to wake up early to follow Sharon to school. dad currently outstation. so, end here. :)

I miss my boyfriend~

<3

Family Day was boring. seriously, this year's family day suck to the max. nothing to play, N-O-T-H-I-N-G~

Ruei Pern brought his girlfriend and we started making hell lot of noise. haha! we took a few candid shots with Chay Ann's laptop. gonna grab from him soon. we also took some during the preparation for Family Day.

i left quite early. i missed the Water Warz, but there's always next year. went to watch a movie, Forbidden Kingdom in One Utama. i love the seats there. they are comfortable enough for our backbones and butts and spacious enough for our legs. i just love their seats. :) the show was good. great moves they got there and some funny scenes. i'll put that as a good movie even though the storyline doesn't really make sense.

that's all for the update about Family Day as there is nothing to blog about. stupid Family Day. anyway i had Chemistry tuition just now, and this smart Shu Yen asked me a question.

'eh Cze, Phuket is in which part of Indon ah?'

XD wakakakakakakakakakakaka! she claimed that she was thinking about Bali. anyway, just laugh at that la k? :P

that's bout it. exam's near, gotta start nerding!

Wednesday was my birthday. :) seriously, i'm really with happy. my friends celebrated my birthday in school. my classmates wanted to give me a surprise but thanks to Keat Tong that spoiled it by accident. haha! but never mind, i'm still seriously very happy and proud of you guys!

after school, another group of friends also did the same. another cake. haha! totally, i've blown 3 cakes on my birthday. the third cake was from my family. they were the first one to celebrate with me. right on 12am. :)

just reached home from celebrating Darwin's birthday. yeap, 2 days right after mine. BBQ party. that's all i guess. well, i'm not gonna blog much as i need to wake up at 5 in the morning the next day. going for theory for 6 hours tomorrow. gonna kill me for sure. wish me luck!

before that, i wanna thank all my friends that willing to spend their time onto planning a surprise for me, specially Sean. :) also not to forget Sharon and them. even though it's a small party but still i'm really happy. not to forget the people that wish me too. thanks buddies! I LOVE YOU GUYS! *xoxo*

alright peeps, til next time!

tagged by Samantha ages ago. kinda lazy to do it, and since tomorrow is my birthday so i'm just gonna do it. i'm actually waiting for presents. haha! alright, so here it goes!

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
25, 26? haha. not too old and not too young.

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
i love you most! :) be mine?

3. What do you fear most in life ?
cockroaches.

4. When you pangsai, which position you prefer? Sit or squad? And Why?
sit. so my legs when be sore as i shit very long. haha! :P

5. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
into his arms of course. ;)

6. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to travel all around the world.

7. Do you believe you can survive without money?
nope. haha! who can?

8. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my family and friends. and of course Howard.

9. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
save half and spend half.

10. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i already met the one i love.

11. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
SUMANTHA is a bitch.
SUMANTHA has a big noisy mouth.
SUMANTHA has springy butt. :P

12. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
loyal, honest, and has sense of humour.

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?
those who lie, doesn't admit their wrongs and bitch around.

14. What do you think about sex?
oooo~ of course is pleasurable!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
sex. =D my family and friends of course. family comes first, Howard comes second, and friends comes third. hehe. as for sex, is something important but..well..forget it.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
hmm..none? coz' people love me as the way i am. :)

17. Are you a shopaholic or not?
yes? no? haha. no money how to be one?

18. If you are to die one day, who you wish to spend the last day with?
everyone. i want to remember them til the last day i survive.

19. What is/are your trademark(s)??
call me the sexy one. :)

20. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
depends. :)

Who do you tag?
1. Wei Keat
2. Michelle Ng
3. Jay Min
4. Ellen
5. Whay Ying
6. Fiona

The One

I have one

You have one

Your mother uses your father's one

And your auntie uses your uncle's one

A married lady would acquire one

But a divorced lady would lose her one

Arnold Schwarzenneger has a longer one

Michael J. Fox has a shorter one

Madonna doesn't have one

The Chinese usually have short ones

MauZhiTong has a hairy one

While the Indians usually have long ones

Do you have one?

How long is your one?

Which one is your preferred one?

What are you thinking of?

It's your SURNAME, what else.

...but I like the way you think…

i've nothing to do right now since i'm waiting for my dad to dinner. mum is not feeling well. :S i actually have homework la, but then i just came back from tuition. so who cares? :P

so, i'm gonna blog about this Corrupted 8 thing la. it's like ages ago. on one fine Monday morning when i reached school, i was wondering why are all the students standing at the foyer with their bags and all. including the teachers. this is because the Corrupted 8 is so smart to put UHU glue into all the key holes at the grills and therefore, the lock couldn't be open.

the guards and the people in charge were struggling to open the lock. they cut the lock open while we students were waiting for them at the basketball court.


after half an hour or so, they managed to break the lock. and everyone started to leave. before i could leave, Pn. Guna caught her eye on my shiny hair coz' i didn't tie my hair. i should have tie it. anyway, i don't know how to explain the shiny thing on my hair but it's famous in Thailand. so, she dragged me to the office. haha!


i waved to my friends on the way. haha! so, on my way to the office, she saw Pn. Faridah and that makes two teachers making research for the shiny thing on my hair. they were like finding for 'kutu' in my hair.

hmm where is it?

ahhh! found it!

when we went back to the class, we found that they did more than that. they vandalised on the windows and whiteboard with permanent marker pen. they even took our chairs and hid in the girls toilet and locked the doors with their own lock.

poor Manisha and Ju Lin have to clean the whiteboard and Mun Kit has to walk around the school with thinner to clean the windows.


message to the Corrupted 8 : do you guys actually know how much trouble you all cause? it's for fun? i tell you something, it's a really stupid thing to do seriously. it's a big waste of time for everyone including you all. a piece of advice for you all, better start to think with your brains if you have and stop using your balls to think. i can tell you one thing, you'll fall one day. don't believe, try it again. conclusion made by us, there is sure a girl in the group. if not, what are the guards doing when they were busy carrying the chairs into the toilet? the girl must have flash her boobs or something like that. XD

anyway, today was good. all our class prefects were called by Maniam to get lecturing about our class. plus, Mun Keong or also known as Ivan was suspended. XD he got some mental problems. he needs to see a doctor, seriously. and also maybe get his eye check. haha! and Andysen was suspended too for being rude towards teachers. he walked to the teachers, point out his middle finger and said, 'fuck you. cibai.' haha!

that's bout it i guess. the longest post with the most pictures uploaded. this Saturday, Blue House party at Pooi Cheng's house at 6.30pm. don't know if i can make it but really hope i can. that's bout it. got to run, dinner time! :)

as you all know, Green House won for Sports Day and therefore, they had a party in Ju Ann's place today! :) went over but not much showed up. i expected more to show up. before that, a bunch of us went for a movie. Spiderwick Chronicles was it. the show was good.

so about the party, was okay. the house captain said many anonymous people showed up. haha! those who are not invited came. the Green House has a video about them. it was cool job done by Ju Ann. once the video is on Youtube, for sure i will post it up. :) anyway, there's a lot of group here and there. some were watching football, some were drinking upstairs, some were playing King, some were talking outside, and there's this two person who's busy holding hands walking around which is so fucking lame.

photos were taken but they're not with me. i'll upload it once i get it. anyway, i played the King game for a while and i'm lucky enough to do a dare. haha! so, Samantha was the King if i'm not mistaken. she chose the lucky number 4 and 6. 4 happens to be Ju Lin and 6 happens to be me. ha! guess what's the dare. 4 will be licking 6's ear and 6 will be biting 4's ear. the moment i heard the dare, i threw my card down and said, 'who's the lucky one?' haha! Ju Lin screamed when she knew it was me. haha! so Ju Lin, if you're reading this, i want you to answer me. 'do you feel happy after bitten by me?' XD

that's all i guess. can't think of anything now. tired and sleepy. anyways, watch the video from my previous posts. and do leave comments about the singing. i appreciate that. :) next week, Blue House partay in Pooi Cheng's house. muahaha! til next time. chao!

sang for Acmar Idol today. can say there's one part where i forgotten the lyrics. :S expected the comments i'm gonna get from the judges. some says i sang quite nice. i've got no mood in doing anything today. not in the mood for anything. i don't know why. maybe is because of the words from my friends.

not to blame them, just that sometimes their words give me stabs straight to the heart. sometimes, things are not what i always wanted it to be. i sometimes do blame myself why didn't i do it the right way and ended up like this. don't want to blame any of you, but seriously my friends, your words can alter my mood. but sometimes for heaven's sake, please please do think before you open your mouth. you don't give a damn but come on, i too do have feelings. i'm NOT saying only a person, but most of my friends.

really in a bad mood today. lucky i have Howard, my cousin and also Wei Keat. they cheer me up. Howard says he bought my present already, and my cousin supports me in Acmar Idol, and Wei Keat with his sarcastic talks. but Wei Keat seriously cheer me up. haha! thanks boyfriend. you make me want you even more. XD

thanks to my friends that supported me and voted me for Acmar Idol! sorry for the disappointment in my performance today. vote for me and i'll perform better for the upcoming round if i'm still in. thanks again!

everyone's blog have this sports day's pictures. and i have none. damn it~ i must go steal some and upload it. muahaha~

anyways, first round of Acmar Idol went on today. 25% sang 'I Love Rock 'n' Roll' and forgotten half the lyrics. :S sorry~ hope we're not the bottom 2 if not we will be eliminated. anyway, the other 5 performance was not bad. at least they didn't forget the lyrics. i find the best one was that faggot's performance. haha! not that his voice is nice or something, it's really entertaining, seriously. if we can choose for an encore, i definitely will ask him to do it. so, my group was the last to sing and tomorrow, i will be the first to sing. i'm singing 'Leaving On A Jet Plane' and i hope it will go well. wish me luck!

darnly, if you are reading this, i bet you saw the comments. one of my friend didn't wanna leave one but she told me that it's fake. coz' you didn't wanna show your face. so, make one and show your face and let everyone know it's you, plus it's real. some say it's like recorded from radio. so, i helped you for the comments already. sing another one to impress them and make sure you show your face. i'll get you a singing contract. XD

that's bout it. i'm supposed to be doing homework. 2 karangan to be done. homework's piling up and i'm dying. well, that's it! don't forget to vote for me and also 25%!