didn't post yesterday. forgot what happen yesterday already. just remember my stupid idiot dad didn't have dinner with us. aiks. he made me hate him more and more. damn him! so today woke up quite early. almost 1pm. haha! then watch Coyote Ugly half way sis ask me want follow her to go see grandma or not. grandma is in a not very critical situation. from what i know she had cancer. and the stupid daughter in law don't even take care of her. hate her a lot. she really is a 'kayu'. nevermind is a long story. so i gave all my Form 1 to Form 3 books to my cousin; which is the 'kayu' daughter. coz' her mother don't even care about her. what we worry now is next year she's gonna be in secondary. as you know secondary government school is hard to say. she can go worst. furthermore, her mother don't even buy any books for her. i gave her a whole set of Peter & Jane books. those who read this book before will know. a whole set. costs damn a lot. the stupid mother give her stupid son tear the book. hurt damn a lot when you saw it. so i gave her the books and the mother some more ask a lot. 'zhe chong shu neng yong de me?' means 'these books can used want meh?' HELLO!! if can't use i give to your daughter for what. s-t-u-p-i-d. the main reason i go there was to see my grandma. they say she 'lao sai' and don't want to eat. then take her to the doctor la! call us pulak. swt.

after that wanted to go registration for classes. mum wanted to buy soil so we stop at the garden. suddenly the rain came so heavily. and we can't go for registration. aiks. then, sis forgotten Sasa is in Pet Family. she dropped him there for a bath. then have to go take him in that raining situation. cold like mad. back home, was so darn tired. wanted to nap at the guest room sis came in and wanted to arrange the photos of her and her bf. they went Tioman the day and captured a lot of photos back. so the whole album only the photos of both of them. see also jealous. haha! at night normal stuff happens. stupid dad scold us again. what the heck la. don't know how to talk nicely? what's family? does he know? fuck it. i can't respect him anymore. what he did i can't accept it anymore. unless he start to respect us and treat us as a family!

fuh~ feels good to release about stupid dad. and now Pooi Cheng's party. arghh! don't know should go or shouldn't go. here's the problem. she stays in Shah Alam and transport sure having problem. and her friends. not i want to say what but dude can't you get over it? over how long already and each of us have our own lifes already. you got yours and i got mine. i wish you all the best. i even lost few friends because of you but i don't mind. what i mind is why you can't get over it and be friends? is just so stupid! unmatured! what you did the day really pissed me off. lame ass. whatever! forget it. i'm happy with my life. :)